to the guy I never wanted to see ever again!

It has been a long painful one year since you told me you wanted to be with her. It has been tough to stand on my own two feet and survive to keep the two cats and as well as myself and my family...

But thanks to you that I am able to do so now cos you are not taking a huge chunk of my salary to pay for your crappy bills and expensive hobbies.

It's all thanks to you for letting me go and let me drop into the abyss of pain that I knew how to love and found out that after so many years of being together, you had not loved me at all and you did not know how to love at all, you only had yourself.

It's all thanks to you that I am able to be free and go into volunteer work and help so many stray cats and so many other people who are crying out for help and nobody is hearing them.

It's all thanks to you that I am able to find the guy whom I know will give me a future and not you whom I have to worry about our future rather than looking forward to it. The guy whom will support me in everything I do and give me my freedom rather than locking me up because of his own insecurity.

It's all thanks to you that I have wounds all over to prove that I have loved you deeply and you know that your beastly actions have left so much of hurt that would never heal over time.

It has been a painful one year to go through all that healing process on my own and reliving each night the nightmare which you gave me. I stand tall in front of you now, letting you know that I have healed and will not go back to you ever again.

Hatred for you will always be there cos you were a murderer and all the actions you did to prove that you are worse than a beast. I pity the girl but yet, I congratualate myself for being able to see through you and free myself. You would never understand the smell of freedom and the feel of living without a huge burden like you.

A huge pat on my own back for standing up again and learning to live my life well again and you, be off and get lost! the next time i bump into you on the streets, I wouldn't even blink cos I do not know you anymore.