Monday, July 26, 2004

hmmmm... weekend has gone?

is it gone already? what have i actually done over the weekend? now let's see.... went out on sat afternoon... went to K box for a singing session with a friend... sang 5 hours straight... felt good... no doubt I had a lot of things in my mind which i wanted to share with my friend but singing was a good way to let it out... almost cried when i sang some of the sentimental songs... * what is going on with u??? * after that, we went to bugis village for some shopping... friend was not looking good cos she was irritated by a lot of other things... somehow, felt it was me that made her feel that way... so ended up that way for the next three hours... had dinner and went home... that's like a sat gone... *poof*

sun found me with my brother and my sister in law... we went to visit my cousin who just delievered... beautiful baby she has... jing en or rather eden as they are gonna call him... saw my cousin's husband cuddling up to his son.. feel so touched that such a tiny little life can make such a big difference to a grown man... sat down to chat with my auntie and my sister in law while the guys chatted about cars and houses... kept harping on the fact that my skin allergy is coming from my cats' fur... so what if it is? I'm not gonna give up my two babies... my auntie was worse... she thought i was volunteering for some old folks home and stuff... when i told her it was for the cat welfare society, she was like ' for what? ppl you dun want to help, wanna go help those cats? '  WTF? call me stubborn or anything... even with an allergy, i will not give up my volunteer work or my cats... it's for a cause and a good one in this context... i stand by my own beliefs and leave me alone on that.. even my own parents have got no control over me in that aspect of my life.. what makes you think these ppl have? so angry at them but yet i cannot blow up cos they are my elders... 

after dinner, i went down to SB to get some work done... can never seem to draw the process flow in a nice way that i want it... kept doing it over and over again... maybe it's my own standards... but i cannot simply allow myself to hand in such a sloppy piece of work... sheesh.. kate, kate, what happened??? been very tired these few days so even at work, it was torturous... try my very best to concentrate during the meetings but somehow my mind seem to drift off... in the end, i have to work extra hard to fulfil the requirements... sheesh.. tiring....

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