1.47am

1.47am and i am sitting in my kitchen and baking my shepherd's pie... sheesh, i must be damn stressed or i must be damn bored...

haven't been updating my blog for some time.. XX has been complaining that i dun update and if i do, it's all in chinese... well, obviously sometimes i will blog in chinese cos some of my thoughts are in chinese.. and some of my entries are meant for myself, which is why they are in chinese...

other than working, i've been busy studying... studying for what? * wait, oven ting liao, not brown enough, put back in again... hate the oven..*anyway, studying for my license for stock trading.. ppl will usually say, " aiyoh, very tough, u sure u wanna go into it? " sorry, dun give me that crap, dun buy that...

was a bit dulan when i had to go back to work on wed.. was supposed to be on leave and then one of the colleague had to be sick.. oh well, what's new? she's always like this... *oh boy, somebody pls tell her!!* and then supposed to meet may ling for lunch on thurs to discuss about our HK trip.. then she arranged to meet her bf later in the day and i thought it's gonna be very rushing so decided to cancel it.... she asked if i was angry or anything like that.. u think leh? not as if i booked her last min... but she already say liao it's some 8th month anniversary, what more can i say? sigh... most of my friends are attached or married, left me alone single.. so feel a bit left out lor...

so anyway, lost the mood to study and plus there were lots of things which i needed to find out before i sit for the exam and i dun really wish to go into the exam without sufficient preparation, so i change the date to next jan.. die die also have to pass... taking another module this dec as well.. arranged it before 19th so i can have a load off my mind...

oh, on fri, i had a rendevous with Jie... we went for Lao Jiu.. why did i say rendevous? cos we didn't tell any of our friends... when they asked we only said we were going out and never told them where we.. why can't we just have a little time on our own?? ;o) anyway, we truly enjoyed the musical and Jie made an accomplishment by not sleeping.. heheh.. the musical made youths struggles for their own dreams real.. it's like a voice speaking for us... ppl who are torn between living our dreams and going for something that is practical... made me rethink about my future, about my aspirations...

on sat, i went out the whole day from like 10 in the morning and was only back home at about 2 in the morning... went out with clarice who just came back from malaysia, had breakfast and then we went in search of the earrings wholesale center that was featured in one of the magazines she read.. pretty disappointed when i got there though.. the range were a lot but then we had to buy three sets of the same design before we could get it at a wholesale price... and some of the stuff were not quite my kind of taste.. more for kids though.. next we headed down to temple street to look for this place called sia huat.. they sell all kinds of household stuff and at a wholesale price too... quite a lot of stuff there and managed to find another shop that sells similar stuff but at a cheaper rate too.. heheh...

then we parted after that and i went on to meet lorraine and min pei at bugis... four of us plus anis were going to JB.. for a day trip.. didn't really buy much there and didn't get my nails done as well cos cannot find the shop... ended up buying only weird stuff like chocolates, sunglasses and some other stuff.. didn;t really spend much there but i guess lorraine had a happy time cos she was buying a whole load of clothes... prices were pretty much the same so i couldn't quite figure out her reason for shopping madly over there.. oh well, she happy can liao... got back to holland at about 1230am and met amelia so we chatted till about two before i went back home.. by tht time, my legs were giving way... :0(

oh, and guess what... there was this whole bunch of dunno who that were making such a din every single weekend cos they were having a party and i was so annoyed that i went out of the house looking for the particular unit, found them to be a bunch of filipinoes and like two units about me, talking really damn loudly outside at the corridor with drinks and music and the music is blasting loud from the house... they were rather surprised to see me cos i think for the past few weeks nobody bothered about them.. so i just told them.. ello! it's like 330am!!! can u guys stop partying??? wanna party then go inside the house lah! after tht, they all went right back into the house and closed the door... hehehe.. that felt really good...

ok... 2.50am.. almost done... hate the stupid oven.. it's not exactly a huge oven.. it's one of those pizza oven and in order for your pastries to be baked nicely or evenly, u gotta keep turning... which is why i am still awake now!!! ten more mins should be enough... think this time round not that nice... potato not enough so the pie looks a bit ugly on the outside... oh well... even an ugly puff at starbucks taste nice so why can't an ugly shepherd pie taste nice too?? *sheesh, what am i talking about now?* anyway gotta go now.. tired liao...