When tears fall..

I once questioned if such a scenario would happen...
i brushed my fears aside because i believed in you..
no matter what she said...
no matter how much u tried to assure me, i tried hard to believe...

but as a woman, i understand her fears, i understand her issues,
most importantly, her love for you...
i've been through such a love before..
i know love cannot be ordered, but i didn't like to be questioned if i am the third party,
i dun like to be in the midst of things when it's none of my business...
i have my own fair share of being a third party...
and enough is enough..

when u ran away from the problem, i know the whole picture..
i saw the truth, i knew why u refused to address the issue,
i was silly...
tears fell when u declined to sort things out...
yes, u've hurt me hard and bad even if u were just a friend cos i truly treated u as a friend...
not as somebody whom i put up a false front and told lies to...

u said before that work shouldn't make me cry, but why has this set of tears to be for u?
why can't it be tears of joy when i meet u?
why does it have to be for such a scenario?
why put me through such things when u claim u care?
why of all ppl, choose somebody who truly cared?

go back to her,
she needs you more than anything
when a woman forgives unfaithfulness,
she will love you forever,
i can choose to be just a passerby...

forget about all the no of yrs of friendship we promised each other
if it helps to make her feel more secure
forget about everything we said
if it makes it easier for you...
let go....