Dun suan me!!

would i say it's a bad day at work? nah.. it's just one of those unhappy sessions... i wish i could tell my boss that i am not an expert at anything or system.. i might have prior experience in the industry but doesn't mean i know everything... i went through a crappy 15 mins training on the system doesn't make me an expert... not sure about the system doesn't make me useless or redundant... so dun say i am useless or i have not contributed at all...

i dun understand certain concepts about cost or pricing doesn't mean i'm no good or slow... i'm just new to such things and when thrown into a meeting without a background knowledge, this is the only reaction i can give u... so i can learn, pick it up and all, but will u wait? will u teach me?

i dun like to be called an expert by boss, i dun like to be seen as somebody who knows everything or learns everything quickly, i burn out too... i'm already burning out cos my whole period here has been nonstop checking with ppl things, asking and begging ppl to teach me things... i put on a smile when i dun want to, i smile at ppl whom i wanted to ask them to F off... i'm ANGRY!!