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I finally found sometime to sit down quietly enough to write my blog again... loads have happened since xmas... somehow i just didn't have the mood to write it all down...

last yr my best xmas present was a call from cubix on xmas day... i was basically nuahing at home, trying to fall asleep when she called... i'm glad she did... i'm already suffering from cubix withdrawal symptons which is why i'm stuck at home....

on boxing day i went back to work... from that day onwards, i'm officially a permanent staff there... dunno whether to be happy or not... i'm just the shrugging shoulders look... andy asked me the other day about it... i simply dunno what to say, dunno how to say it out... not that i tried to hide it, but i just dunno how to respond...

anyway, after that, the week till the end of the yr, i was working late due to quarter end... that week was also the first time i walked out a meeting.... simply too tired and whatever they discuss just didn't include me so why should i waste my time there?

over that weekend, i caught charlotte's web with jolyn... cried like nobody's business when Charlotte was dying... told u i should never see movies which animals die.. they're my soft spot...

what else? the week went rather quickly cos my boss is not around... he's coming back tomorrow and honestly, it's rather suffocating that he's there... oh well, that's another story for another day...

maybe i should start thinking about my goals for the yr... well, i dun call it new yr's resolutions cos i feel why set a date to reflect when u should look back and reflect once in a while and re-adjust your goals? haven't used the resolution stand that jolyn made for me.... prob will do it soon bah....