Friday, July 24, 2009

Can I really bury you away?

I met a new friend for coffee the other night... We knew each other in the weirdest manner and of cos, got to know each other better thru the various coffee sessions and dinners we had... this night, we broached on the topic of past loves... i shared with him about you... everything happy about u... in exchange, he told me his heartbreaking love story... he cried when he shared with me this story... i know it must still be fresh in his mind...

it was such a long time since i told anyone your story... i thought i had buried you away.. deep down inside my heart... i thought i wouldn't shed a single tear anymore for you... i think i misunderstood myself, underestimated myself...

it is true, while i sit outside the balcony at starbucks hv with a cup of hot coffee and just a book in my hand, or taking a breather from my lappy where i work, i do sit down and wonder how have you been and if you are loving your current job and i wish i could hear you again or just have a coffee with you...

i miss you. i really do...

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