I'll miss you.... take care...

Dear Gary,

This entry is for you... a farewell letter for you...

Gary, you've been the best boyfriend one could ever have.. despite the fact that our story has finished so many years back... we had a wonderful half a year relationship.. it was my first and for you a second... we were young then and we didn't know how to handle a relationship and thus problems arise and they caused us to drift apart... looking back at it, i guess we were meant to be buddies more than lovers...

We lost contact after we broke up and then we met again three years ago.. I'll never forget the days when we sat by the beach, talking about our lives, about Mabel and about that ex boyfriend of mine.. I could see how much you matured into a fine young man.. and to be honest, I regretted giving you up when I saw you again... nevertheless, both of us were attached then....

Then you broke up with Mabel and we started to become close despite the fact that I was attached... I felt that he would understand that we were the best of friends and you were like a brother to me.. I was so wrong.. you stood by me when we had our fights and lent me your shoulders when I needed one... when I broke up with him and he did all those nasty things to me, you stood by me like a brother would for a sister...

Gary, it's so good to see you back with Mabel again for I know I wouldn't be a good girlfriend but only a good sister. Even though you have done things which hurt the both of us but I know that a lot of things were for the better of me... you sincerely cared about me. Please dun blame yourself for being the strain of my past relationship.. we already had cracks if not he wouldn't have found somebody else. I forgave you long ago and I have never blamed you for anything. Be good when you move to US.. it's gonna be a long while before you could come back to visit me and my kids... take care of yourself.. man, I'm gonna miss you loads...

Gary, never look back at your past anymore for the road behind you is far harder to walk than the one in front of you... i'll grab my chance to let him know how I feel towards him... no more hiding and no more hinting.. dun worry about me... you'll be the first one to know if good things happen to me... please take care of yourself and Mabel...

God bless,
Kate