Tuesday, July 20, 2004

a load of my mind...

after that huge fight with that friend of mine, somehow it made me feel better that at least now things are said... and that we do not need to put up pretences in front of my family.. i'm pretty sick of that..I'm sorry that things turned out this way... but sometimes, i try too hard to accomodate other people and when i start to have an outburst, people would start to complain that i am blaming onto others... whatever it is, i believe it is over and done with.. the truth speaks for itself... friends have come forward to console me last night, saying that they have never seen me so angry with a friend before... i just want this chapter close shut once and for all... the end... to that friend, if you still want to come and have dinner at my place, by all means go ahead, not gonna stop and have no intention to.Have no wish to explain anything cos any kind of explanation would prove to be futile as you firmly believe that you have done nothing wrong. so be it.  thanks to all the friends who called to ask if I was ok... friends like Meg, Gary and Bel... I'm ok, no worries... knowing that at least there are people around who believes in whoever I am and whatever I do is correct.
 
 

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