I've cancelled my India trip in Oct... the story is long and interesting like a bollywood movie.. of cos it's heartbreaking too... i was looking forward to this trip and things had to end up this way.. oh well, i dun mind being friends if things are sorted out, i wouldn't even mind going to india if things are better... oh well... shit happens...
anyway, i've got 7.5 days of leave left... might go travelling with Lynette.. not sure not confirmed.. Jas said she wanted to Japan but I'm not interested.. might just go for a short trip to BKK... dunno...
honestly, how do i feel about cancelling the trip? decision was solely mine alone, as a result of stuff that has happened... whatever that has happened might not be the truth but I guess it's not the truth that mattered, it's the silence and lack of courage to admit that I feel upset about... i mean, u dun treat a friend like that... not even a friend whom you have shared a whole lot of your history with... it's not my definition of being friends...
anyway, it's off.. although i'm burning to know the truth, i can also choose to not know it.. of cos, i will know if i carried on and went on with the trip.. but it's not gonna be enjoyable... oh well... end of story...
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It's not wrong to look for an answer or wanting to have an answer but when the answer hurts too much, sometimes it is not wrong not wanting to know at all...
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