Silence..

A lot of things in my mind these few days... but yet i've not been able to articulate them out... maybe i dunno how to... i've been spending a lot of time outside... cos my internet is down... due to some unknown reasons...

so i've been spending almost every night at starbucks, just checking out my mails, surfing the various websites that i usually go to, trying very hard to do the pics for my new blog that i share with cubie which i am still $%@&! cannot quite figure out...shall get cubie to do it for me once while i get more time to figure it out... bah!

with more time at starbucks, i have more time to reflect on myself and my life... life at the ministry is not fun anymore... although u are a temp, ppl take you as a perm and you feel that for that few hundred bucks, you are working like a baffalo... this is something carol taught me.. cows dun work hard, they eat grass and let ppl milk their nipples, horses neither... they run and run and run, just like those in the polo club across the street... so baffalo works harder cos they till the land and carry water... so we are like the good old baffalo....working for a little bit of food and water... i have something in the pipeline..but nothing's really confirm yet, not even sure of the salary and stuff so better not bang on it...

school is on hold now cos it's the holidays and school is getting tougher now cos everything is unclear... but time flies.. it's been three months since we started... and we're knowing each other better.. of cos, there are ppl leaving.. and i am still upset about it... oh well, reality of life sets in...

some other issues bother me and i really dun wish to talk about it... prob dun wish to handle it.. just let it be... maybe it might be better bah....