just when will you hear me?

I met you long ago...
once in my dream so many years ago..
now I see you in flesh...
but we are so near yet so far..
You helped me get out of my rut and I have helped you too..
We talk once in a while...
but when we do, we talk in depth, right down to our hearts
pouring out our deepest fears and worries..
sharing joy with each other

I knew I felt something so strongly for you
It's not a dream anymore..
I prayed for you and you appeared in front of me..
showing me the path...
I thank you for showing me how badly the other door slammed in my face..
I thank you for showing me that your door is open..
I thank you for showing me what I am really worth...

Yet, a lot of times, we are so near yet so far...
You wanted to give yourself time,
so did I...
why is it that you choose to put yourself in a place
where you know I would feel hurt for you...
why torture yourself with the past one?
my tears fell when I heard what you wanted to do to yourself
I said it hurts me more, did you hear me?

Just when will you hear what my heart says to you?
My heart says I wish for you to stop all that you are doing to hurt yourself
My heart says I wanna be with you and nobody else!
My heart says just when will you hear me?