I think i've had enough of your bossiness, your constant questioning about my whereabouts and the way you try to act in front of my family... the way you show them that oh yeah, i'm so much more able to click with you guys than your own daughter... be it jealousy or anything but you should know it is not... i gave you the signal before but you chose to ignore it, asking me to stop thinking that way but after saying that, your old ways prevail again... i hate it when you complain about things, complain about how pampered singaporeans are and how you lived in poverty and how you survived everything.. every snide remarks simply shows how highly you think of yourself but you are not there.... live with it... singaporeans are pampered in general but not all of us are like that... we are not as useless as you think we are. a huge number of us do still provide good service to our customers and even better than yours.. just that you have never met any of them... i'm tired of the way you try to say things in the same way as my dad.. one in the family saying snide remarks is bad enough, i dun need a pair in the family and a loud pair to tell me how bad the program is on tv and how they are cheating singaporeans money. i dun care how my family adores you but u gotta know where you stand.. whatever it is, you cannot replace the fact that they are not your own family.. just one family whom you come and eat, watch tv, do laundry and then go home. your family is not over here and the way you treat your own family, i simply cannot understand why would you wanna make my home your home....did u not even realise that even as i say i am coming home for dinner, i would always make it a point to come home after 8 or 9? cos i simply hate the way you suck up to my parents and say how much you miss them and all... it is my home and yet i am running away from it... and the whole reason is you
i am sick and tired of the way you always put me down, saying that all the things that i get fed up or frustrated with are small problems compared to yours... i hate it when you dun listen to me whenever I complain about work...and when I have to listen to yours.. listening should be mutual and not one way. your workload is heavy but hey, you are paid to work and your job is to listen to what your boss wants you to do and not you tell the boss what to do... your company finance problems are big issues and you have to complain about it every single day... loud and clear in my family, at my house and let the whole world realise how capable you are? do you realise how long is it that i've stopped talking to you about work? about my life? simply because every time i try to get you to listen to my problems, you would make a big U-turn and start talking about your job AGAIN!
i'm tired of all that shit you put yourself into and expect ppl to try to help you out and understand that you are standing by your man... but have you looked at my perspective and realise that it is silly of u? now you have gotten me into loans with two company and now i can't even get things on instalments...did u realise what has actually happened to all your ideal plans and everything? It all didn't materialise... all the money that was supposed to come in and all the plans to finish paying the stuff, none of it materialise.now that he is gonna be charged, how much longer do you want me to believe that you have everything under control?
can you actually go figure out things for yourself? life doesn't end here... go make more friends, stop being so cynical about everything... life is only beautiful if you want it to be... i'm not sure how this entry would change our friendship, but you should know that our friendship has changed from the day you stepped into my territory and started to poke your nose into my affairs and when we see each other almost everyday and I told you that I needed space... but you ignored that sign and continued your way, not caring about my feelings... i'm sorry if this is not meant to last... you only have yourself to blame.
