Monday, August 23, 2004

venting of frustrations

event was ok on sun.. lots of ppl came for the event and the crowd was good.. however.. volunteers didn't turn up.. ended up.. i couldn't go for my kickboxing class again.. sheesh... richard forgot to take the jumble jungle and somebody had to complain that the collars that one of our volunteers bought were not good enough for cats... insisted that they dun wish to sell them cos they dun want to be responsible for them if the cats should die from suffocation... sheesh... the volunteer does not even have a cat and it is just an act of goodwill... she's not even charging us... it's not as if we have not sold the non elastic collars before... come on, be nice to people... even if the collars are not good, then just dun sell it... why kick up such a big fuss and all? we all care about cats but without funds and all, how are we gonna survive? i'm not saying that merchandising is very important but at least dun step onto our toes and keep bossing us around...

sales was slow yesterday and it was so hot... the cats were getting so hot and grumpy... i was getting irritated too... stayed out of ppl's way and kept quiet about a whole lot of things... i was thinking to myself if merchandising really would benefit from being at the adopthaton... with jumble jungle there providing much more variety of merchandise at a lower cost, would merchandise still be appealing there? might wish to talk to dawn about it... then again, the whole time i was there, my mind was not there.. my mind was thinking about selling xmas cards and all... sigh... really fed up about it... nobody is coming up with ideas and all sorts... and they are just concerned about when we can get them to be sold.. i want to get them sold too cos merchandising has got lots of plans and we need money in order to produce stuff... sheesh... the whole process can be really tiring..

the whole thing now seems to be so frustrating... is it me hitting a bad patch these days or things are just not so rosy as it seems? work has been bad with some ppl trying to get me off the position i am at now.. asking me to scram and look for something else... not really a nice place to work in now... ppl get competitive and ppl throws crappy work at you... things which they dun want to do, they'll give it to you to do... come on, i'm always swamped at work... doesn't mean that i am listening to my cds mean that i'm not busy... i'm tired of such comments... so what if you are some senior consultant? it doesn't mean you can push a newbie around... i dun report to you and i dun have to take all that kind of crap from you...

deep down, i'm really tired and really wish to break out of this... hoping that some friends would notice that i'm putting up a front.. somehow they dun even seem to notice that i'm tired and not even caring about what i do... XXX has always been saying that he's very poor thing cos his gf is not in town... to me, while you are very poor thing cos she's not in town, have you guys ever notice that somebody else has problems of their own? i've been wanting to tell u guys my problems but no such chance and all... oh well....

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