Being the usual frank me...(part 2)

Part one was the happy stuff.. so now part two talks about the frustrations....

a long weekend.. and i'm stuck at home most of the time... and i was so excited about sat cos it's the only day that i get to go out and meet the guys..so of course i was happy to meet BK for shopping and all.. during that we sent out an sms to the guys to confirm and XXX replied saying that he did not say he wanted to meet us....
here's how the story of this XXX goes.. when i first sent out a question on whether to meet on sat, he said the venue was not near his place, he was hesistant.. cannot confirm but he said he will prob come down and the attitude he gave me was if i'm free then i will come down, dun need to send a confirmation... ok fine... he's prob in a bad mood... after that one of the guys did check with him, then he said he might not be coming down... never told me anything.. or rather he didn't even have the basic courtesy to sms or msn or even call me to tell me...and when i sent him an msn message, he didn't bother to say anything... so on sat when he did not even turn up, he just simply said he did not even said to meet us... well, to this friend i can only tell him not to test my patience... i took the effort to organise things and dun give me your attitude.. u have your own problems and if u wanna move away from us then let us know.. dun throw your weight around... i can tolerate this time but i will not the next time round... i take u as part of the group therefore i bother to let u know that we are going out... i see u as a friend which is why i bother to ask if u are ok.... if u dun even have the basic courtesy to say a word of no... then i dun think i need to spare any courtesy with u...

so with that friend not coming.. the other two guys are also late... one is still at home when we arrived at settler's while the other one is perpetually late... so i called one of them and he told me that he is leaving only at 11 cos he's meeting other friends and all... so if we are ok with him leaving at 11 then he shall come down... i think he didn;t get what we were saying as well... or rather we were all coming from different aspects of the matter... we needed to know if he was coming down so we can decide on the package to take... but he was more concerned about how we felt if he left at 11... but the only thing which i was quite puzzled about, he did not tell me beforehand that he was meeting his friends later... nothing even when i sent out the confirmation... i have my own suspicions but i shall just believe what he said.... when he came down, he kept complaining this place was out of the way and hard to find... cannot understand what the person was saying about the games.. cannot understand the whole situation... let's just say... it's one ear in and one ear out... too tired to be bothered.. i just wanna enjoy the games and nothing else...

and what happened to the other friend? he turned up at 11.... *roll eyes* no comment.. whenever we organise things ppl will always think we are there perpetually waiting... me and one of the guys couldn;t be bothered anymore... couldn;t be bothered to arrange anymore... we think we should just find some other ppl and go out together... ppl who appreciate us... ppl who dun take us for granted..

sun... hmmm... went out shopping for pam's clothing... ended up overspending on my budget..but as long as she looks good.. i'm glad.. have to save more now.. no more spending.... cos this month there's insurance to pay and there's other stuff to pay for.... this month is bad....cos it's mother's day as well as my brother's bd also my dear dear's bd.... URRRGGHH!!!!!

there's lots of ppl on the road as well... so many ppl....hate it when it is packed... hate crowded places.. always try to squirm out of going to crowded places....

most ppl stay home on mon cos it's a replacement holiday but i came back to work... india is not on a holiday..and its month end like the way mayank has said.. dun wish to dump nitin to struggle with the files so i'm back here... but it's not working that is frustrating but the non existence of the air con that is frustrating.. it's stuffy and hot.... can u imagine i am only in a tank top and three quarters jeans and i'm feeling the heat?? somebody get me a fan pls!!!

managed to see XXX online... XXX did talk to me for a while and asked me a question... "i heard u are changing your job?" i was shocked.... asked XXX who told XXX and as expected it was XXX... what should i say.... i dun need a spokesman for me... to tell XXX what happened to me... somethings i tell you might not mean i want XXX to know.... i need my little privacy... if i wanna tell XXX i would tell XXX myself... no need to use me as a topic between you guys... it's not the first time and i think u have a need to know that i dun like it....

ok.. that sounds like a whole lot of frustrations but thankfully it's the end of the long holiday... prob head down to JP later to get my stuff...