few last words...

before i go to bed....

Had an exhausting day today at work..all thanks to the stupid merger.... problems came and as we thought we saw a glimmer of hope, it disappeared right in front of us....

did quite a bit of checking for files and chasing for stuff and updates... it's not nice to be chasing for things... especially when you know the person is pretty much irritated with u.... so here's a few words i'll like to tell some of those guys who work with me...

Mayank

I know i've been irritating the hell outta you these days cos i needed stuff from you and kept bugging you over the phone.. I am so sorry!!! I wish things had been better and you didn't have to take care of the Sub XX and then at least i dun need to bother you about it... so sorry that management now is putting pressure on me and i'm placing part of the pressure on you... maybe i should leave you alone for the next few days to let you cool off??? Then maybe days without me might be easier on you.... so sorry!!!

Nitin

I went through those files and man, I am impressed by you!!! It takes a whole lot of patience to go through the 6MB file!!! I gave up after a little here and there... at least I tried!! Not my kinda thing in the middle of the night... Thanks a whole lot for being so patient with me over the phone, especially when i'm cracking up when the pressure level is up... but hopefully you can understand my situation... Thank you so much for taking the effort to go through the whole 6MB plus the other few MBs file... Your eyes need a good rest!

I sat in the office today, looking at my deadlines, issues, follow up, updates and all.. somehow i sat in the office and tears just flowed... it's my little way of letting go... plus all the crap stuff that i've been taking in from ppl in the office... i think it's about time... thank god it was lunch time and nobody was around, otherwise i would have been so embarrased... some of my colleagues would tell me not to bother with some of the stuff cos it's already over.. files have already been moved.. but i believe that as long as there are errors and missing parts to a file, something needs to be done.. so what is happening now is a whole lot of resubmissions... one of the partner is done.. one to two more to go... to me, i believe, a small little effort on my part will help the partners in a big way... and because of this.. i clashed with my boss for a couple of times... when she felt it wasn't neccessary to resubmit.. i felt it was needed...

ok.. time to go to bed... sleep tight and sweet dreams *smooch smooch*