YAY!

Something made me really happy yesterday...

1. Managed to talk to Edward yesterday on MSN
2. He's coming to Singapore for a business trip during Xmas period!!!

YAY!!!!

I was counting the number of years we knew each other... close to 11 yrs.... imagine 11 yrs and we have yet to meet each other... only know each other through letters and chatting through MSN... but because of the fact that he is outstation to various places because of work, he is hardly in malaysia... so talking to him over MSN is like a very difficult task..... managing to talk to him today over MSN and for a long time is no small feat....

Told him some time ago that I've always wanted to spend xmas with him... not because of anything.. but i have always loved the feeling of xmas and more importantly, spending time with loved ones... he's somebody whom i have always treasured.. of course, though there are times which i forgot his bd cos it's so near to xmas and by the time i remember it's like donkey weeks or months down the road, i still miss him... 11 yrs and we haven't had a single bit of shared memory.... which is why i told him i wanted to spend this yr's xmas with him... be it that he comes over to SG or I go over to KL... i just wanna spend xmas with him....

i'm not sure if he took to heart my "unreasonableness" for wanting to spend xmas with him or not, but he told me company is sending him for a business trip over here... during xmas period some more... not sure if he arranged it or if it is really true... i'll ask him when he comes over... but now i worry that i might not even be able to spend time with him even when he is over cos he's here for business.. surely his business contacts would wanna treat him dinner and bring him around.... * shit, worrying too much!! *