things do change...

" When the wind blows, grasses will bend towards it. Going against the wind, one will only break oneself"- author unknown

Things change and sometimes we dun really want to be part of it.. which is why there are some people who detests change... changes for me come with no forewarning.. i cannot anticipate, i can only react.. sometimes i try to go against change, i resist and sometimes i go with the flow...

I cannot fulfil my dreams of being a trader due to some personal reasons.. so i guess i gotta change what my future career will be... change, change, change... dunno what i really wanna be.. future seems bleak and uninviting... me and mayling went down to the career fair on sat morning, trying to see what kind of careers suit us... both of us did the job profiling thingy.. i was told i am good in service line, event coordinating, mass media.. maybe i should go into hotel line.. at least i get to meet ppl in the process of work... spoke to few ppl and their first reaction was: " Stay in HP lah!!" somehow, they dun understand that while HP is a brand name, I would not be able to proceed far in HP.. i am not given a career path, just finish the contract and go.. from one department to another... like a shifting cultivator... and no i dun like that... even a contract deserves better treatment than that..

Some guys in India are gonna be replaced.. i have to take back my countries and work on them till the new ones come in... not really liking the idea... dunno how to clear mess anymore.. i pity those guys over there, they really did put in effort, just that some things are not meant to be.. of course they might be a misfit.. who would fit a job perfectly?