Dad was sick last night... nose bleed all of a sudden, and non stop... and it is quite scary cos his shirt was also stained with huge patches of blood... u know how ppl have internal bleeding and suddenly have nose bleeds? that's how it is.
Sent dad to the nearby clinic and the doc applied some medication, hoping to stop the nose bleed... dad has high blood pressure and so this is part of its complications.. nose bleeds dun stop... seated outside the room, waiting for doc to see my dad again, i imagined the worst... imagined that they detect that he might have nose cancer or other illness that might take him away almost immediately... my brother was not there yet and i was alone with all that imagination running like a mad train in me... not exactly the best feeling in the world.
Mr sharma assured me that nothing will happen... doc sent dad home after the bleeding temporarily stopped... said to monitor him for the next 24 hrs... if it starts again, we need to send him to hospital immediately. I couldn't sleep the whole night... keep waking up to check on dad to see if he is alright... i wanted to speak to someone and the only person that came to mind did not respond... prob because he's had a bad day too...
i've had my migraine for the past 24 hrs already... it's hurting rather badly and i couldnt eat much food... and the lack of rest made it worse... i slept for 3 hrs when my mom was awake to look after the kid... at least i know somebody was there in case anything happens... brother has gone to work and it's just me left... all of a sudden, i felt alone...
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