Hard up? I dun think so...

On going discussions about the new project irks me.. I loved working with the people for the previous project... however, same people change, group dynamics change... now, it seems as if I am hard up for the job, begging for the job...

The truth is, although I do not have many options available, I do not think I am hard up for it... if I have to beg to get the job, I'll rather not have it... thank you very much for letting me know how much you have done bitching about me while I am gone... thank you for letting me know that you feel insincere... I would rather you tell me in the face that you rather I find something else... period.

I will still go through the motion cos I understand the meaning of what goes around comes around. I will make it a good parting so that I do not burn the bridges. Thank you for all the good and bad memories.