been having dreams recently... lots and lots of them... but only one that is so vivid in my mind.. one that felt so real and the person in the dream felt so real like he is there in flesh... i can feel the kisses and hugs and the body warmth... it's a dream of a happy relationship with a fellow colleague whom has never crossed my mind... * warning, it is not a wet dream!* My colleagues have been teasing about me and him cos he's single and a really nice guy... and like me, he's a workaholic and he's a foodie lover... he's a sweet guy towards our secretaries cos he buys lots of stuff for them like small little food and all... and most importantly, he remembered that i can't take carbs... :o)
so other than this interesting aspect of office, life has been pretty normal... things are still topsy turvey in the office and i expressed my concerns to my AP manager but problems have still yet to be solved... they only get messier... but like what they say, that's office politics for you... i dun quite believe in it and i'm gonna challenge it...i dun believe that things are gonna be that way forever.. somebody has got to do something to get it changed..
XXX has asked me to go back for training.. and I accepted it.. afterall, it has been a dream for me to go help in the society... but now, there might be some slight problems... there has been lots of emails flying around cos i had told some of the comm members that i am a bit overloaded and lots of other suggestions start to come in and telling me what i should do and who to look for to ask for help... * shrug shoulders * honestly, i feel that work can be so much easier if the comm decides on something faster... i dun quite care if they wanna come down for events or not cos i feel it is not what they wanna do then i dun see why i should ask them to come down when it is not even their portfolio.. what i feel frustrated about is that while i desperately need people to cover my shifts on some weekends, nobody seems to be able to make it.. afterall, how many weekends am i occupied? usually i go out only after events and i dun see that as a lack of life but to me it's depending on what is my priorities.. my friends know that weekends are harder to get me cos i have events so they try to get me during weekdays... i know i've been complaining about being overloaded but that's because of the fact that i'm swamped at work... working late and rushing for jobs to be done... i am getting very frustrated at work and once CWS gets stuck, it adds to the frustration cos this is only a simple decision and it takes donkey months... sigh.....
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