Hiatus....

been a while since i did another entry... basically after certain things that happened between me and XXX, i became wary of blogging... anyway, that's in the past already...

so what's happening to me these days? I'm moving on with my life without HP.. yup, you're not reading it wrong.. I'm leaving HP... I'm pretty tired of data entry and the office politics at work. Certain speculations happened after I announced that I'm leaving... office politics.. certain people were happy that I'm leaving. most people were upset..they felt somebody else should go... it's not the things that happened before that made me upset.. it's how my manager turned her face after the whole issue that upset me.. last night was pretty bad but thank God for Andy who smsed me and told me to take things the easier way out.. felt so much better when i got some encouragement from him... :o) Thank you...

so what's gonna happen after HP? lots of ppl asked me that question... my answer.. DUNNO... need some time to figure out what i really wanna do... i've been wilful for the past two years, changing jobs like changing clothes... been praying that I'll find something that I like and I would stay in. of course, i'm fighting the feeling of lost when the reality of moving on sinks in... oh well, it takes time to sink in...

so what would i miss from HP? only my secretaries and friends whom I've made in HP... basically, Bee Tin, Marilyn, Geraldine, Jolie, Lynette, Lynn, Ben, Irene and Luping... I'll miss the times which we had lunch together, talked and chatted about food together and shared problems together... I'll miss the times I shared with Luping, talking after 630 and listening to David Tao after work.. sharing about our experiences and truly, I learnt a whole lot from you, on how to be a better woman, on how to survive through a betrayal and basically life in general.. i'll miss the times we spend watching drama serial in cyberhut.. spend time talking and sharing about the various diets and nutritional value... I'll miss you generally... missing you now... cos i wanted to share the news with you so much but i know you are enjoying your new marriage life...

Another person I'll miss is Marilyn... she's been a wonderful person and I'm glad that God brought her into my life. She has been truly an angel in her own way. A lot of times I could just listen to her talk and it's good enough as she is so motherly and always so caring...

Not that I'll not miss the rest of them, I'll miss all of you and will definitely try to keep in touch.. will definitely make an effort to meet up for lunch or anything. I surely hope all of you will miss me... not because of the work i cover but for the person I've been... I haven't been fabulous as a person but definitely hope that all of you saw the sincerity i had in my friendship with all of you.