Burnt out....

i am too tired from work.... tired of talking.. tired of all the kinds of things that xx has said... tired to keep trying to feel energetic about work... tired of the company....

all i wanted was just some due respect as a fellow human being, fellow colleague... is it so difficult? to show me some respect, treat me as an adult... i dun quite care if i am at fault to not realise there is such a macro or is it the fault of my mentor who never taught me, but i really think u should have pointed that finger at me and gave me the orders to follow your orders... fine, so u are suffering from lots of workload and all sorts of rubbish... my fault? i dun think so.... so dun bloody hell take it out on me! if u weren't my boss, i wouldn't have just kept quiet about it u know... if u have a temper, so do i and pls kindly remember that or rather put that in your freaking brain... if u want ppl to respect u, jolly well respect ppl!!

i really wanted to quit at that moment... type a letter of resignation and just chuck it to u and tell u i have the capability to leave and i wouldn't starve to death without this job... i can always find my way out.... but of course, reality got the better of me... i wanted to study for my trader license first before i go.. so i gotta tahan... bid my time while i accumulate savings to move on.... tahan, tahan.....patience patience....