I had my breakfast for dinner today... but then again, i didn't feel like eating... so i only got through with half of it... I realised I'm not eating much.. even if i do eat, i end up not feeling good... sick in the head i guess...
It's gonna be a long day tomorrow but I dun feel like sleeping... it's been like that for the past 3 weeks... I've been surviving on 4-5 hours of sleep and doing manual work... my body is aching and screaming for rest but my brain is still moving with a lot of things... with what, i dunno... i can be seated in my armchair and be stoned for a long long while... maybe this is how i relax myself...
I have yet got down to write my email to cubix... havent got down to start doing the scrapbook for xaviar for his 1st yr birthday... haven't checked out the tickets to US for the end of the yr... haven't checked out the bartending course i wanna go for, the korean classes i wanna go... OH SHIT!!!!!
anyway, this job is driving me nuts... i contemplated not going to work today... asked myself if i feel sick today... fever, headache, stomach cramps, nauseous... anything?! nope... so i had to be good girl and go to work...only to find myself talking to the boxes again... "oh hello box ABC, you have XYZ in you... alrighty, you kindly move your cute butt to this little corner of the room" well, if only they moved on their own...bah!! fingers are starting to have blisters now... and i can't resist poking them... and once the pus comes out and it comes into contact with more sweat, it hurts like mad... retribution....
i think i'm talking nonsense now... i think i better go to my tv... maybe it makes me feel better...breathe, kate ang, breathe....
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