Tuesday, September 07, 2004

Reflection part 2

work has been mad these days... it has been 6 months since i joined HP..* it seems longer though* how has work been for me??

what i do at HP is nothing glamourous.. chasing people for their deployment plans, looking at numbers and figures, finding jobs for other people... i like this job cos it gives me an opportunity to interact with so many consultants and know what they are doing... i like the culture of the company.. cos it's open and between bosses and subordinates, it's like friends... i like the mnc way of doing things.. at times...

so what exactly am i complaining about this job? certain people... i hated the way she treats me and pushes me down to the floor... i hated the secretaries for being bitchy... i hated the fact that despite the company being so huge, i cannot decide what i wish to take on as part of my portfolio... i hated the person above me for throwing me trashy jobs... i simply do not help to book interview rooms and i do not have the access.. i still need to go to my secretary... which part of it do you not get it?i hated your guts and hated the way you tried to ride over me.. i just hate you....

now i'm wondering if i should stay on to gain the experience or should i just leave.... i'm sick and tired of being a contract staff... but yet, here is the place to gain more management experience cos i deal with so much data and i have a new portfolio which i am learning much more about management level stuff... it's tough learning from scratch but that's what i am doing... so what should i do?

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