I think it's certified....

that i wanna leave this job badly.... things get worse as each day goes along... yesterday night, me and my india counterpart were doing the slides for the company's merger... since the merger is in india, my india counterpart went to visit the partners and had a meeting with them to find out more... so when he came back, we had a teleconference and I needed to do the slides to be published on the WW... so rather than making any mistakes, I asked for his help in looking through the slides and checking to see if i made any errors... after an hour or so, we finished it and i sent it off to my boss....

this morning, we had a meeting and boss was telling me what i did was wrong... i was stumped... how could it be wrong when i went through with my india counterpart???? Fine, so to her it's wrong... be it... i told her i would correct it.... fine....not a big issue...

after that, we went through the weekly report.. one look at the report and she screams at me,why is this report like that.. why are all these all zeros???? i told her i was taught to do that way by one of the senior ladies.... she told me this is not what it should be and she wouldn't have taught me like that.. even after the lady agreed that it was her fault...she asked me to redo... she dunno what i was trying to convey in the report and ppl wouldn't understand.... fine.. redo redo.... couldn't be bothered to fight with her....

after that i spoke to my colleague, the one who taught me how to do the report... asked her what exactly is the problem... is it me or is it her.... apparently, she told me if i wanna make life easier for myself while i'm here, i need to communicate more with my other colleagues and hopefully they will say nice things to my boss about me... excuse me, i'm not a bootlicker lor... i have my own capabilities and i refuse to bootlick.... if she needs ppl to tell her sweet things before she likes a person, then i'm sorry, that's not a good boss....

we had our lunch just now... tried to make small talk with her... ignored me...fine... if she's gonna be like this then i wouldn't hesistate to move on and just dump everything back to her team... it's not as if they are gonna die without me..

so it's certified that i'm gonna move on for sure... i'm even prepared to pay the money and get out of there....that's my kind of determination...