Yesterday night, gary called to say hi.... he claimed he hasn't called me for a while.. only been reading my blog and he thought he had better to call me to see if i was ok... told him about the stress at work.. told him about how my boss has been treating me and how not motivated i am to work for this department.... of course, did tell him about mayank and nitin...even about priyansh who has been supportive.... it's weird cos ppl who are far away from you who are supportive but yet ppl who are near dun even seem to bother about u... it's weird how ppl would perceive me as somebody who is aloof and somebody who does not know her stuff well... even gary was amused...
the more i complain about it, the more i wanna leave the place.... told gary about my thoughts.. wanted to speak to my big boss and ask for early release.... be it a sack or anything... i just wanna leave the office.. not bother about it at all.... not to care about how ppl feel about me or talk behind my back.... gary didn't say it but he seems to be for it... said that if i'm not happy then it's better to just go.... everybody says that... if i had the money i would just throw the cheque in their face and move on.... that's me when i'm provoked.... i hardly react the uncouth way unless i utterly hate the person to the core...
oh well, now something happy... on thurs, my dear dear sent me an sms telling me he has passed his IPPT... so happy for him cos he used to be not able to do his chin up and this time round, he managed 7... so proud of him!!
also, this sat is Emil Chau's concert... first time i'm missing his concert... since fourteen, every single concert he has in singapore indoor stadium.. i would definitely not miss it.... but this time i did... cos by the time i got to the website, only the most expensive tickets were left... and i didn't have the budget for it.... constantly dreaming of attending his concert this sat...even up till today, i thought since i had nothing to do, i might as well go down to sistic counters and just get a ticket like 2 hours before the show... that's how mad i can get... esp when it comes to idols... heheh.. but now i can only wish some vcd comes out for their concert...
now i'm just sitting here and waiting for YB to let me know if he is meeting anymore... this weekend there's only me and him meeting... not sure if he is meeting but oh well.... see how things go....
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